I Am Someone

I am someone
I walked past a dead face
even though the person was alive
I saw my eyes in the mirror
and cried at the sight
I looked at a person I didn't know

and I met a friend
I got heads to turn
when I walked past
I learned a lot about myself
when I lost a new friend

I cried every tear in my body
when I thought about love
I got hit bad
then got back in the ring
I climbed a mountain of rocks
and saw an eagle fly over- head

I heard terrible things about myself
when no one thought I was listening
I realized I was strong
when I didn¹t cry when it hurt

I found out who I was
when I was with someone else
I thought I was lost forever
when a friend found me
I held a life in my hand
and it was my own

I was a pawn in someone else's game
so I surrendered to a brook
I walked the fine line between surviving
and not wanting to survive
I still am
I am someone

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P.S. -Kshitij, this is the answer to the Q u asked me yesterday.... i am someone, coz of Love...

Always here for you

If ever you need to talk,
Or, if ever you need some cheer,
Remember you have a friend in me -- who will always be here.

I am one who doesn't want a lot; I only want to see you smile;
I want to see you happy n' cheerful all the while;
And for this I'll walk that proverbial mile.

For you know how much I care & how much you mean to me -
So, no matter what you do and how much we squabble,
You'll always find me there for you;
To give you the push when you are feeling blue.

There is a saying that goes:
"You don't have to show affection in words, because even through the
silences - respect, love and affection gets heard."

So -
There may be times, when I may not express,
There may be times, when I'm sullen n quiet,

Do not misunderstand my silence then -
For know that I have retracted to my shell due to circumstances
uncontrolled,
Endeavoring to seek solace in thinking back of the times that we've had -
The messages of our friendship and promises exchanged,
Through the healing words of comfort, hope and understanding shared.

Hear me out my dear F R I E N D whilst I am expressing this to you,
The feelings that I hold for you are genuine & true.

So -
If ever you need to talk,
Or, if ever you need some cheer,
Remember you have a friend in me -- who will always be here.

A msg to some spl frnds.... unconditional saying from me to them ....
love u all my frnds :)

Getting Over Problems...

If you can't get through the mountains -
Go around it.

If you cant go around it -
Go over it.

If you can't go over it, sit down and ask yourself,
Is getting to other side is all that important?
If it is, set about digging a tunnel.

For every problem, there are many solutions.
Whatever the problems in life are,
You have to find ways to get over it.

~~ Anonymous ~~

Shabdhmaal

Maitricha dora naajuk asto,
pan reshmi asto,
Kshanadharat hasto tar
Kshanadharat rusto.

Shabdh shabdh vechun,
Shabdhaanchi ek maal karavi,
maazi asaava tyaat gunfoon,
shabdhmaal tuj arpaavi

Jitka ghatt aavlava,
titka ghatt aavlto,
ekda ka aavlla ka,
mg maitricha arth kadto....

lost love

Hours werent passing by as always. They kept on looking at their watches for time to fly away or rather they were eagerly waiting to fly off.
Neither of them knew what to say coz she wasnt replying to his questions.
Patiently he asked her to answer him back , but she was adamant and didnt want him to know anythng.
He met her with an intention to explore ther thoughts more, intervene into her life, but she kept the doors closed. She told him evrything always, but didnt wanna reveal one fact of her life.

Friends they were and would be, thats what was decided between them. Friendship, tried & true. This is very cliche statement, but it was a fact of their life. She always fought with him for no reasons. But he took care of her , very gently and dearly, but always gave her the space that she needed in their relationship.

But today, she was feeling different. Their meeting was different from the ususal meetings. She never knew it would turn up in that manner. They sat quiet close to each other, having more of non verbal gestures, body language was quiet loud, which isnt the case always.
Earlier she hadnt realised it, but she took it too lightly.
They left that place, and went to a much more peaceful place, the place which the girl adored a lot...

He took her hand and rested comfortably against the chair. She didnt know what was happening, but both of them were happy, and enjoying. He didnt let her hand go, rather got more close to her, and held her round her waist and caressed her.
His eyes were closed, she looked around awakwardly, and feeling shy, but she didnt know how to react. He laid his head in her lap , and shut his eyes, dreamly not caring about the things around, people around. Feeling more relaxed and not finding the need to ask her permission , he helded her more closer.
She felt his hot breaths , his hand running on her back & her thigh .... she was feeling good, and so didnt stop him. She had never felt so different & so special, but today was her day it seemed.
Lost in their own world , they forgot of the cruel world lookin on them ...

Love was generating, not known to either of them. Love lost somewhere and regained it seemed. Neither of them wanted to leave ... those beautiful moments, so special , so untouched by anyone.... had to go ... and did go as time passed.

Today when he looks back at those beautiful moments, he cries in pain & agony, for he happen to loose upon someone's love.... just because of lack in communication .....