Mahek

Welcome frnds, This is the collection of the poems/write ups i have .. and the poems/write ups put up relate to my world in some or the other way ... As the name of the url goes .. its 'maw world'... U all are welcome ...

Monday, September 19, 2005

Love is more than Paradise . .


Years ago i thought love is a paradise very far away,
Or its something that would never come my way..
I flew through the clouds and stopped at a place
Wher an angel approach me and said this way..

"I will offer you paradise but its only a glance
If u like it then you should keep it in your heart..
For ever and ever..ther's no turning back after you see the place..

I took a risk to follow his way and ended up in paradise
He told me he would take..
I was instantly lost in the beauty of this place,
The paradise i always thought that is so far away..

I hav lived in the paradise for enough time to understand its way,
Such a reviewing experience so far i have gained..
All my blues and troubles passed away..
From the moment i stepped into this place..

Friday, September 16, 2005

A Love Story

He gazed at the ceiling while she continued sobbing in his arms. Life seemed to have gone far off from them. "Make a very good career, accomplish your dreams, become something my love, take care of your husband when you get married, love him as much as you did to me, dont ever feel alone..." Warm tears trickled down her cheeks and burnt his heart. Neither of them could do anything, except to keep loving each other, and keeping it a secret, a secret untold and untouched.

Neither of them wanted it so, but they had to go on different paths. He wasnt well established, his parents too werent gonna accept her coz she wasnt from same caste, but still they loved each other.

He wrapped her tightly in his arms, caressed her hair, looked at the watch and time seemed to be ticking away without stopping for a single moment. "I cant live my parents my love, they have done a lot for me, sacrificed a lot of their happiness for my future, and now its me who has to take their care and show respect towards their decision." With wet eyes he said, "We need to sacrifice our love for our parents, I am sorry, I need to sacrifice your love for my parents, its not easy for me to do this, but I need your support, love." He holded her tighter, not letting her feel his pain, not letting her see his eyes. His shaken voice made her realise the broken heart crying, she looked up and saw his love crying, crying out of no choice, crying for her, her support, her love, for evrything she was to him.

She wiped his tears kissed him lightly on his forehead and said, "We'll be together forever no matter what. Our love wasnt weak to break so soon, good friends we were and good friends we would stay, nothing can change our friendship nor our love. Lovers we were, friends we would be. Far off we would be, but alway together we will stay."
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Like every other story.... this too is incomplete.... now where is the fault of the guy or girl... they both expressed their love but still they cant be together...
how amazing love is... when you are in love, you are on top of the world , when love has to go... life is shattered... but there always is a new begining.
Love Prevails... and alwaz will ~~~~~~~~~

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Then lay in his arms his beloved...



Sitting by the lake he read the last few words “Love you always”. Tears trickled down his cheeks when his mind fluttered over the beautiful time they had spent.
Suddenly he could hear her voice saying “We are friends forever… I wont ever leave you, Fred”.

His mind went to the beautiful childhood days they had spent over the lakeside and hopscotching over the playground. Sharing the best and the worst moments of life, they were best friends. As the days passed, when did the friendship turn into love for Fred was unknown to him? But he hid his emotions for the fear of losing his friendship with Rose.

She was just like her name but she wasn’t thorny from nature as rose flower is, but had ability to win everybody’s heart with sweet words. Delicate as Rose was, she was very kind and generous. Friendship of Fred was the only thing that she had and so treasured it more than her life. All through her schooling and then in college too she enjoyed his company as friend but always had a Friday night date. ‘Swish’ was her second best friend after Fred. It was her diary that she used to maintain. All things that she couldn’t share with Fred were shared with ‘swish’.

Days had passed just like a gust of wind. Walking out with their graduation certificates with flying colours, they were both serious about their careers now. But somewhere something was wrong. Rose had started decaying. She was loosing her charm. Worried about it she had been to doctor and she came to know she was a patient of cancer. Having just weeks in her hand, Rose didn’t acknowledge about it to Fred. Looking at deteriorating health of Rose, Fred got too worried but didn’t know what to do as Rose wasn’t ready to go for check up with him.

He recollected her words clearly said then “Don’t let me go ever away from you… Fill my life with lots of love and happiness………. Forget me not.” Wearing her beautiful charming smile, she hid her pain. Giving all her love to her best friend, she gave him the most beautiful moments of his life and made him fall into her love all the more. Still not having courage to let his emotions out, Fred wished never to let those beautiful days over.

It was only few days before the dreadful death; Fred came to know about her fight for life. From that on till her last breath Fred nursed Rose. Daily in night both cried but never let the other know about it. Even at such time, they both wore a smile that hid their fears and tears.

On the last day at her last moment, Rose lay in arms of Fred. Both were crying bitterly. All of sudden the broad day light turned into night. Everything seemed to have turned dark. No silver line was seen through the dark clouds. All of sudden from nowhere a storm came and everything went hustle and bustle. Holding Rose in his arms tightly, not allowing her to go, he talked with God then. Prayed all the prayers that he could, to save her life. Then he could hear the church bell, and everything was calm then. He could then see the cold face of Rose. He felt her pulse, but with the storm went away her soul. Then lay in his arms his beloved who by now must have had the wings of the angels and by her cold body lay her ‘swish’.

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Does have to really wait till death to express love?? Is it so difficult to express?? If love is so beautiful then why couldnt Fred have Rose?? Why has got to seperate lovers?? Why cant lovers meet?? Why didnt Heer get his Ranja??? Why do we have so many societal norms which break hearts and want people to lead a fearful life? We say spread Love... then why cut its wings before even it spreads??
Why?? Why?? Why??

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

My Friends thots :)

Following are the things my v v v v v v guddie guddie friend happn to share vth me, which i found to be very true... n today i was just going through the friends folder and had found following ~

Very often when we met someone we love, he or she belongs to someone else...


There would come a time when we have to stop loving someone not because that person started hating us but because we found out that they'd be happier if we let them go...



It's so funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love, while at the back of our minds we know that the person we truly love will always be an exception…

You will know when you really love someone when you want him/her to be happy even if their happiness means you are not a part of it...


If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he/she couldn't stay, don't cry too much... just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he/she made you happy even for a while....


There are some things that we never want to let go of.. people we never want to leave behind.., but keep in mind that letting go is not the end of the world, but rather it is the beginning of a new life...

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want him or her to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all he or she have...


Remember that the best relationship is when your love for each other is greater than your need for each other...


Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. “Who are you..?”
“I'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting a girl go..” Never let regret form part of your life...

You'll know that you miss someone very much when every time you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces.. and just a quick "Hello” from that person can bring the broken pieces back...


When you love someone, draw a circle around their name instead of a heart because hearts can be broken but circle never end…


What would you do if the only person who could make you stop crying is the person who makes you cry...?


"Every step I took since the moment I could walk was a step towards finding you.." You don't want to let go; but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should be...


LOVE? it's kind of complicated, but I'll tell you This... The second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's love right...


If I had the letters "HRT", I can add "EA" to get a "HEART" or a "U” and get "HURT". But I'd rather choose "U" and get "HURT than have a "HEART" without U”...


Giving someone all your love is not an assurance that he will love you back. Don't expect love in return, wait for it to grow in his heart, if it doesn't, be contented it grows in you...


It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to fall in love with someone but it takes a lifetime to really forget someone you have grown to love...

Monday, September 05, 2005


As I sit here wonder
thinking of you
I think of the good times
and what we've been through

About how I would fight
and get so mad
over silly things
that werent so bad

You mean so much to me
and you always will
You ease the pain
and with love you fill

We may grow apart
and if we do,
Always remember me
from your heart to mine.
~*` Love You Alwaz `*~
*~~ Missing You ~~*

Sunday, September 04, 2005

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THIS IS A SURVEY WITH A TWIST - YOU fill in the blanks about ME and
send it
back to ME (through comments post), but FIRST, put a BLANK one on your blog for your friends,including
ME, so
they can return the favor to YOU. BE HONEST, they're really cool to get
back, you might find something you missed before.

~~* RuLeZ *~~
* 1st-Copy Paste this survey on your blog
2nd-fill this survey out for ME
3rd- BE HONEST & PLEASE ONCE YOU HIT THIS BLOG & READ THIS POST THEN DO REPLY

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1. My name :
2. Where did we meet?:
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me?:
5. When is the last time we saw each other?:
6. Do I smoke?:
7. Do I believe in God?:
8. When you first saw me / talked with me what was your impression?:
9. My age:
10. Birthday:
11. Colour- hair:
12. Colour- eyes:
13. Do I have any brothers or sisters?:
14. (a)Have you ever had a crush on me?:
b) do you still?
15. Have you ever been jealous of me?If yes, why?!
16. What's my favourite colour?:
17. What's one of my favourite movies?:
18.Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
19. What's my favourite type of music?:
20. What is the best feature about me?:
21. Am I shy or outgoing?
22. Would you say I am funny "ha ha" or funny(sarcastic)?:
23. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?
24. Would you consider me a friend, an aquaintence or a good friend:
25. Would you call me pretty, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie,
glam,snobby, or something else(what?)?:
27. If there were one good nickname for me what would it be?:
28. Are my grandparents with me?:
29. Have you ever seen me cry? If so when and y did i cry?:
30.If i had broccoli in my teeth would you tell me?
31.What would u give me out of 10(10 the highest) for personality:
32.What would you give me out of 10(10 the highest) for looks?:
33.What annoys u most about me?:
34.Do u think i am funny?:
35.If you could do one thing to me what would it be?:
36.If you could go anywhere with me where would it be?:
37.Do you trust me?:
38.Do you know anyone that fancies me?:
39.Do you know anyone that hates me?:
40.Do you love me?:

Saturday, September 03, 2005

I . . .

I close my eyes &,
I see you.
I search my soul &,
I find you.
I hear a sound &,
I think it's you.
I turn around &,
Pray its you.
My heart starts to smile &,
I know it's you..

Friday, September 02, 2005

“Relations ”


In this world, there are many relations,
But love and friendship, are crucial,
For heart to function.

The foundation stones for everlasting relations are:
Trust,
Understanding,
Commitment and caring;
There should not be any secrets, but only sharing.

Also,
The ideas, nature and mentality of two persons,
Should resemble;
The relation should be so strong, that no matter
What happens, it shouldn’t stumble.

The principles, values and morals of other person should be so
appealing,
That we can adapt them, and give our life a new meaning.
If one goes wrong somewhere,
Then other should correct.
If one hurts another unknowingly;
Then they should immediately regret.

What’s going on in one’s heart and mind,
The other should understand.
They should realize each other’s value, and
Preserve the relation like an emerald.

Apart from all these necessities for relation,
The most important one shouldn’t be forgotten;
Which is:
Respect for one another.
Even though two people are very closer,
At times, they should give some space and privacy to each other.
Only then the relation will breathe and progress further.

It is easy to create relations,
Easier to break them;
But, the toughest part is maintaining relations…

A relation is a responsibility,
That binds two people together;
Still, maintaining their individuality.

If we cultivate these things in a relation,
The relation will spread everywhere,
Love and affection….

In any phase and aspect of life,
Only relations must be given priority;
Anything else earned in this world,
Fades away with time.
But, only the love and happiness, that relations bring, lasts till
eternity…